April is here again, and it is autism awareness month. I just placed the t shirt order for our local walk. we use it as a fundraiser for an Autism center that helps kids like mine. I thought now would be a good time to write some things down. This is raw, and honest, and probably not politically correct, but what I say is directly from the heart. This is MY personal journey, and unless you can fully say you walk in my shoes, you have no right to judge. I do want to share this, so that if there is some mom out there in a similar situation, then she knows she is NOT alone.